How Will She Know?

She’s a big girl now, my tiny baby.

Fairy tales and made up songs fill the silence on our drives to daycare along with a million questions, two million answers, and fingers up her nose.

 

Instead of walking, she skips, hops, or twirls.

Because why not?

Her love for her daddy and squeezes for her mommy or only surpassed by her love for trains, and she can’t imagine how anyone could not love a train.

Her exuberance and joy is contagious and I am grateful everyday for her perception, curiosity, and compassion.

I am thankful that this small child has made me a mother.

But how will she know the gift she has given me?

How could she ever understand how much she empowers me just through her smile; just through her hands in my hair?

By being her mother I have found my sense of self, I have found out who I am, and I have discovered a fight inside that I didn’t know existed.

How will she ever know the degree to which I will advocate for her?

Will she know that I watch her while she sleeps and thank God for her 10 toes and 10 fingers, her rosy cheeks and her curly pigtails, and her sweet kisses.

Yes.

She will.

When she grows up and looks back.

When she is with someone close to her and feels unconditional love.

When she holds her own baby and feels the kind of love that only a mother can feel.

She will know.

And she will look at me.

And I will know.

 

Thank you mom.

I love you.

There are no words that can ever express my thanks and my love.

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23 Responses to How Will She Know?
  1. Rach (DonutsMama)
    May 11, 2012 | 1:30 pm

    I’m melting over here. Beautiful.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 11, 2012 | 8:51 pm

      I’m so flattered Rach!

  2. Alison@Mama Wants This
    May 11, 2012 | 5:47 pm

    Gorgeous, am a little teary.

    Happy Mother’s Day, Leighann.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 11, 2012 | 8:50 pm

      Happy Mother’s Day to you Alison! What a special one for you!!

  3. Nic
    May 11, 2012 | 7:00 pm

    You just made me cry!!!!
    So beautifully written!!! ((wiping my tears and blowing my nose))
    Love this!!! Xoxo

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 11, 2012 | 8:50 pm

      So glad you liked it!! xo

  4. bonnie
    May 12, 2012 | 7:20 am

    so sweet!

  5. Teresa
    May 12, 2012 | 5:28 pm

    I LOVE THIS. I know exactly how you feel and you put it into words so beautifully. I never truly understood or appreciated my mom until I became a mom too. Now I stand in awe.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:53 pm

      I’m so glad that you get it. I often feel emotions that I can’t capture so I’m glad that I conveyed this one.

  6. Nikky44
    May 13, 2012 | 7:55 am

    SO BEAUTIFUL!!!
    You made me cry, This post touched my heart. Happy Mother’s Day!

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:50 pm

      What a wonderful compliment! Thank you

  7. By Word of Mouth Musings
    May 13, 2012 | 9:08 am

    your sense of self …
    Just lovely and Happy Happy to you xxxx

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:50 pm

      Thank you sweet Nicole! xoxo

  8. Lance
    May 13, 2012 | 12:14 pm

    Beautiful – that baby and figuring out who and what you are.

    Happy Mother’s Day. Hang in there.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:48 pm

      Love this comment!
      You always have the best ones.

  9. Amber
    May 13, 2012 | 1:33 pm

    Happy Mother’s Day. Love you…

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:48 pm

      I love you too…

      Hope you’re good.

  10. Kimberly
    May 14, 2012 | 7:40 am

    This is so beautiful friend.
    Shell know.
    Xoxo

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:43 pm

      Oh poooo.
      your comment is so simple but it means so much to me.
      really.

  11. Jessica
    May 14, 2012 | 10:21 am

    She might not know right now but one day she will and she will be thanking you for everything you did for her.

  12. Mom
    May 16, 2012 | 8:57 am

    Again, I don’t know what to say… you have such a special way with words that leaves me thinking you are too good to be true – and my child, too!! I thank you and hope yours was a Happy Mother’s Day also. Love ‘ya.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 16, 2012 | 9:02 pm

      I think that’s the nicest thing I’ve ever heard.
      Thank you mom.
      Truly. xo

  13. Galit Breen
    May 21, 2012 | 11:39 pm

    What a lovely weave of past, present, and future.

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How Will She Know?

She’s a big girl now, my tiny baby.

Fairy tales and made up songs fill the silence on our drives to daycare along with a million questions, two million answers, and fingers up her nose.

 

Instead of walking, she skips, hops, or twirls.

Because why not?

Her love for her daddy and squeezes for her mommy or only surpassed by her love for trains, and she can’t imagine how anyone could not love a train.

Her exuberance and joy is contagious and I am grateful everyday for her perception, curiosity, and compassion.

I am thankful that this small child has made me a mother.

But how will she know the gift she has given me?

How could she ever understand how much she empowers me just through her smile; just through her hands in my hair?

By being her mother I have found my sense of self, I have found out who I am, and I have discovered a fight inside that I didn’t know existed.

How will she ever know the degree to which I will advocate for her?

Will she know that I watch her while she sleeps and thank God for her 10 toes and 10 fingers, her rosy cheeks and her curly pigtails, and her sweet kisses.

Yes.

She will.

When she grows up and looks back.

When she is with someone close to her and feels unconditional love.

When she holds her own baby and feels the kind of love that only a mother can feel.

She will know.

And she will look at me.

And I will know.

 

Thank you mom.

I love you.

There are no words that can ever express my thanks and my love.

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23 Responses to How Will She Know?
  1. Rach (DonutsMama)
    May 11, 2012 | 1:30 pm

    I’m melting over here. Beautiful.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 11, 2012 | 8:51 pm

      I’m so flattered Rach!

  2. Alison@Mama Wants This
    May 11, 2012 | 5:47 pm

    Gorgeous, am a little teary.

    Happy Mother’s Day, Leighann.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 11, 2012 | 8:50 pm

      Happy Mother’s Day to you Alison! What a special one for you!!

  3. Nic
    May 11, 2012 | 7:00 pm

    You just made me cry!!!!
    So beautifully written!!! ((wiping my tears and blowing my nose))
    Love this!!! Xoxo

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 11, 2012 | 8:50 pm

      So glad you liked it!! xo

  4. bonnie
    May 12, 2012 | 7:20 am

    so sweet!

  5. Teresa
    May 12, 2012 | 5:28 pm

    I LOVE THIS. I know exactly how you feel and you put it into words so beautifully. I never truly understood or appreciated my mom until I became a mom too. Now I stand in awe.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:53 pm

      I’m so glad that you get it. I often feel emotions that I can’t capture so I’m glad that I conveyed this one.

  6. Nikky44
    May 13, 2012 | 7:55 am

    SO BEAUTIFUL!!!
    You made me cry, This post touched my heart. Happy Mother’s Day!

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:50 pm

      What a wonderful compliment! Thank you

  7. By Word of Mouth Musings
    May 13, 2012 | 9:08 am

    your sense of self …
    Just lovely and Happy Happy to you xxxx

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:50 pm

      Thank you sweet Nicole! xoxo

  8. Lance
    May 13, 2012 | 12:14 pm

    Beautiful – that baby and figuring out who and what you are.

    Happy Mother’s Day. Hang in there.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:48 pm

      Love this comment!
      You always have the best ones.

  9. Amber
    May 13, 2012 | 1:33 pm

    Happy Mother’s Day. Love you…

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:48 pm

      I love you too…

      Hope you’re good.

  10. Kimberly
    May 14, 2012 | 7:40 am

    This is so beautiful friend.
    Shell know.
    Xoxo

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 18, 2012 | 9:43 pm

      Oh poooo.
      your comment is so simple but it means so much to me.
      really.

  11. Jessica
    May 14, 2012 | 10:21 am

    She might not know right now but one day she will and she will be thanking you for everything you did for her.

  12. Mom
    May 16, 2012 | 8:57 am

    Again, I don’t know what to say… you have such a special way with words that leaves me thinking you are too good to be true – and my child, too!! I thank you and hope yours was a Happy Mother’s Day also. Love ‘ya.

    • multitaskingmumma
      May 16, 2012 | 9:02 pm

      I think that’s the nicest thing I’ve ever heard.
      Thank you mom.
      Truly. xo

  13. Galit Breen
    May 21, 2012 | 11:39 pm

    What a lovely weave of past, present, and future.

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